unseen person

waiting is to wanting if only i knew what to do.
It was the reason why i forgot the likes of you.
You waited and wanted for me to come.
But i never came.
Because the bad things in my life is you all to blame.
You said that you would be there for me.
but you where never really there.
You made me believe in that you really cared.
But you only cared for yourself.
You left me there by myself.
It was you the one who pulled the trigger.
But you missed and now I'm running away from you being there.
But there you are taunting and all I wanted was to be left alone.
I wished and wanted you to stay away.
But all you did was made my life unlivable and unbearable.
And to think you where never truly there.