urges :: anglescry2 :: Original Poetry

urges
i have a new burning urge

when i use to only binge and purge

it leaves my hands running red

if i keep this up, it could leave me dead.

every night i dream and shake

wishing someone could ease this pain

they never stop, they never clear

i only want to stop screaming dear

all the blood, shed with no mercy

my whole life has been a show

and i'm finally done rehearsing

the lights come on, their faces full of doubt

and all the while, i suddenly fade out ..................