USED AND ABUSED

YOU TOOK MY HEART
    HELD IT TIGHT
 ...MANIPULATED...
      MY MIND
RIGHT FROM THE START
    SAID YOU LOVED ME
       BUT THAT WAS
            A LIE
   TOOK EVERYTHING
            I HAD
  LEFT ME STANDING
   WITHOUT DIGNITY
   SEXED ME NIGHTLY
    MADE ME BELIEVE
         IT WAS ALL
         ABOUT ME
       I WAS A FOOL
       TO THINK ALL
         WAS COOL
DEEP INSIDE SOMEHOW
           I KNEW
   SEX DID NOT MEAN
        LOVE TO YOU
...BUT YET AND STILL
     I STOOD ABUSED
   I WAS REALLY JUST
       YOUR FOOL
    DIGNITY STRIPPED
     PLAYED PUPPET
   ALL AT YOUR WILL
        PRIDE GONE
      BRAINWASHED
       ANNIHILATED
             SO
I BECAME WITHDRAWN
            USED
        AS A TOOL
              OF
        CONVENIENCE
           A HOE
      AT YOUR WILL
  SUBMITTED TO ABUSE
      SEX I THOUGHT
        MEANT LOVE
    AND SO I GAVE IT
          FREELY
     BUT IN REALITY
       IT WAS COSTLY
        HAD ME BLIND
            IN SO
         MANY WAYS
     BUT NOW I KNOW
    MY MND AND BODY
       TO YOU WAS
            JUST
           A TOY
            NOW
          I STAND
   FEELING ASHAMED
        AS WELL AS
    USED AND ABUSED