What was I thinking?

When we met almost one month ago that it would be different this time

What was I thinking?

When I wholeheartedly let you touch me places I have not been touched in a long time

What was I thinking?

When I had you give me that thorough body massage that  made me relax and wanting more

What was I thinking?

When I decided that I would keep in touch with you to make sure the lines of communication stayed open

What was I thinking?

When I believe that you were not sharing yourself and your life with any one else

What was I thinking?

When I gave special time just to be with you, not realizing I was infringing on your time

What was I thinking?

To think you were probably the one to care for me and to make me happy

What was I thinking?

When I allowed myself to become entangled in the thought of living forever with you

What the Hell was I thinking?

Written by MSR. 

Sunday, May 24th 2009

 9:02 am