why? its as simple as that

why did i leave you? better question why did you come to me in the first place? i left you, so you claim. in reality you left me, without a name, i gave you my heart an you walked out the hospital dorr with it. i gave you my soul, you gave it to your "mom". i loved you since day one, they didnt even know you existed. i felt you kick, i got your foot picture, i felt you move, keepin me awake at night. i talked to you an sang the best i could. yet you stil chosed them over me?.?.?.?. why?!?!?!?! why not later?? why now?? why not when i was ready??? why when i wasnt?? i loved you from the start an i wouldnt lat anyone touch you. i gave you my heart. for you took it with you when you walked out the door. i miss you an i love you. ezekual james grae your my world my light  my heart. but why now an not later when i was ready?