XO...Hugs and Kisses
He actually posted that at the bottom of a break up later.
I hardly recalled anybody who ever did that.
I stared at the screen, eyes dry and itchy
Staring at the white background that reminded me of how white my life was
Bland, blank
Tiny lines of black ink that reminded humanity that i was still here.
XO..

Who the hell does that

I stared the symbol that was suppose to represent love
Hugs and Kisses
Life's negatives and its positives
Quiting and keep going
Denial and Acceptance
XO...

Reminded me of a face

X to remind me of its eyes
Closed
O for the mouth
Screaming
XO...

I could just hear him typing this letter
The patter of the key board beating against his eager finger tips
Stomping sounds
Like little feet beating down my will to accept

Closing my O

I glided my mouse across the white screen
Click on the X
At the top corner of my box

Just another X
Searching for an O