Access Granted/Access Denied

I seen so many come and go
So many willing to stay and leave
Most as a view of pity
Others as a sign of genuine friendship

I had my love taken for granted
My wholesomeness being tarnished
My actual feelings burned
My actual accomplishments derailed
My mind wrecked like a train crash

I want something genuine,
wholesome, real, kind, caring, and loving
Nothing plan, boring, bland,
or down right hurtful

Don't take me for granted
Because I can run and leave as well
Never coming out like
Groundhog Day or a Bear Hibernation

You won't see me coming out
to even say a word
Not a even simple hello
but a stern goodbye

Always going about my day
not thinking of your face
Not thinking of how you feel
or how you should feel
Only my thoughts of myself
and the ones that are real

Nothing but my own friends
that stay by my side
The ones that are real,
no fakers are allowed
For you are the real:
Access has been granted
If you are a fake:
Access has been deniedAc