My Past Life of Depression

I don't like this feeling
A feeling of alone
A feeling of being left misunderstood
A feeling of trying so hard that I get nowhere
I have never liked this feeling

I have done so much
I have been through so much
I have lived through so much
I have went through many trials & tribulations

I really hate this feeling
It makes me not want to live
It makes me not want to go on
It makes me shut out the ones that care most
It makes me regret my own life
I don't love this feeling in the slightest

It makes me break down
It makes me feel weak
It makes me think that I am just dirt
It makes me just feel like I am nothing
Nothing ever works properly with me


Right now life isn't worth much
Just a vision of hope and dreams
Just a vision of something that never comes
I keep having my dreams and visions broken
My dreams keep being crushed
My hope being flushed

Why do I feel like this so much
Why do I feel this in my heart so much
I can't escape this
Or even fathom how it happens to me