Alone and in love

What i'm feeling inside makes for a beautiful day , it makes for a lifetime of laughter , and joy, smiles and friends. And yet,my heart aches, my soul cries. A lost  child, lonely, hungry, tears of infinite pain. A lost calf at sea,no comfort in the dark vast and lonely ocean of fearce predators waiting to feed. A sad whale song, no one answers , no one knows. One last cry travels on the wind, for distances to where no one seems to be. One last look, only dark skies, and distant stars. Like a million  sad eyes,helplessly stare,fikering with shiny tears. A shooting star across the sky,a glimer of hope? Or just one that  can no longer bare to look. Another cry, just one more try, before I bow my head,and take my last dive. Face the fears,the lonlyness, the dark, I know I will die. My heart is singing this sad whale song, I know you can hear it. Everyone can , it pierces everything. Is it time ? One last dive, I close my eyes ,the end is near. Be swift, stop my pain,let me die. On one knee I  collaps, clutch my heart,let me die. It is time, I want to die.