Alone

Tired and alone with or without you
Lost in obscurities of obligation
A life I had hoped to avoid
Hoping to find myslef in your smile
Hoping to be inspried
Hoping for so many things...
Yet, so young I grow oh so tired.

"My story" is one I let go of so long ago
Why is it taking so long to let you go?
What voice is it in me that keeps me stranded?
Holding on to dear life without living it?
Ego? Perhaps.

"poor me" is but a whisper now
Concealed in smiles proven false
Take me anywhere
As only I CAN

Aborbed by you as you are absorbed
Taken on a ride I can't seem to jump off of
A waste of my own potential
For solving your never ending sagas has left me daunted
Drained, Depressed, yet hopeful.

Perhaps ...someday  I'll ifnd what I'm looking for
A savior.