Apologize

I keep gettin it wrong time and time again
My intentions are good, but that's not what I been
Everything inside me never comes out right
What I really want people to see is that light
It's easy to see when I'm all alone
But everywhere else it's not light that's shone
It lingers inside me, The things that I show
They all think I'm bad, but they just donno
That who I am with them isn't what's inside
I have a better heart that I'm always tryin to hide
It kills me when people look at me and hate
But I can't take back those choices I have made
There's no excuses, this is all because of me
And for those wrong choices I take responsibility
So if I've done you wrong and I've told you lies
This is the day I apologize