Away From Home

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    for 3 years, i lived with pain an confussion i hated everyone incuding my mom an everyone in my family i even blamed God so much that i led myself to believe he isnt real i pused everyone away an jus a few week ago, i got into a fist fight with my mom and she kiked me out i was away from home for at least 4 days my boyfriend bobby let my stay at his house and he seemed so understanding i was scared to call but i knew i had to sooner or later i called my dad an was realy undertanding he asked for the adress i was at he left work as soon as possible as soon as i walked out my mom was huging me and crying and told me things that ive always wanted to heir and my boyfriend did something that none of my boyfriends have ever done and what he did made me realize that hes the one for me he told my mom an dad "you know, i realy do love your daughter, id do anything to take care of her that why i went to get her." ever since that day my life has been so peaceful

    Away From Home

     i was scared when i left,
    i was scared to come back.
    where will i go?
    i walked endlessly night and day
    wondering, praying, crying
    do they still love me?
    are they mad?
    are they wondering where i am?
    do they forgive me?
    does God forgive me?
    ive doubted him for so long
    why would he forgive me?
    ive done everything so wrong.
    ive let him down
    ive let everyone down
    ive let myself down
    it took me pain and no home
    to realize what ive done
    i droped to my knees
    prayed and cried
    im sorry God, please forgive me
    help me, i need a home.
    i called a friend,
    he said he will be there till the end
    he held me when i cried
    he told me everything will be alright
    he wiped my tears away
    he even cried for my pain
    i felt so loved, yet so unloved
    he was being so sweet
    he was being so nice
    he took all the pain away
    he took the tears away
    sitting with him, there
    i had no fear
    i called my dad
    i thought he would be mad
    Bobby was right,
    hes so so understanding
    we shared some hugs
    we shed some tears
    everyone told me things,
    i always wanted to heir.
    my life is now so peaceful
    i live with no fear

    -Amanda Adriana Nicole Martinez

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    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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