Forgiven, but Not Forgotten

I really didn't want to imagine a world without you
but I really didn't have much of a choice
I guess I just assumed I would wake up every morning
and hear that same special voice.

Its like waking up in a pitch black world
turning in every direction looking for your sweet embrace
The worst thing the world could of done
was turn out the lights so I couldn't see your face.

A bad dream maybe, more like a nightmare
I'm hoping someone would shake me from this cold.
A ray of sunshine to warm the soul
What once was happy, has now been sold.

I can hear voices, but I don't know what they say
Eyes wide open, but blind to all that moves
Feeling completely helpless, stuck in a maze
Left with only my imagination, to see me through.

When I least expect, my vision once again returns
turning in all directions to find my surroundings changed.
There she stands, heart in one hand, blindfold in the other,
reality has suddenly taken a turn for the strange.

Everything I have known, falls apart through my eyes
The Black Widow of lies, and I'm caught in the web
Slowly ripped apart, from the inside out
by every single word that she has ever said.

Analyzing every memory, wondering what could have been.
Looking to new horizons, the sun slowly starts to creep
The trial is over, but more are sure to come
Letting time heal the wounds, but the scars run deep.