Getting over it

Can you decipher the puzzle you have created?
Can you put the pieces together you so carelessly threw on the ground?
My life brings me closer to death
And death is closer I feel it
You can’t possibly understand how I feel
You only think I am happy because of this smile on my face
I feel what is real and that’s what you put me through
I feel how you tore my innocence in two
I feel how you can sit there and smile when you know what you’ve done
I feel the mask you wear
Because I wear the same one
Come and take a walk with me
I will show you my world
Then maybe you will see how what you did affects me
Things are different now you can see
All the differences between you and me
Can’t you understand that what you have done has scarred me for life?
You were supposed to protect me
Instead you injected me
With the poison of your sins
And you expected me
To just be okay with it?
Secrets and lies
Of the things you have done
I have to carry this in my life cause I’ve only one
You gave me a burden
And made me hard as ice
It’s not easy to love once your innocence has been sliced
Taken away from someone so young
How can you live with this?
I guess the saying that put it so well
Is that evil comes in all shapes and sizes
So be careful when you look into an angel’s face
They might just have been given
The Devil’s disgrace.