HEART BEAT

Every pump and every beat of my heart is for you.
Trying to understand how long my heart can beat when you’re not being true.
Love is still there but my mind is gone,
Thinking about my life and where I went wrong.
Lonely my soul is and mentally I don’t care,
My heart bleeds and still you can’t see what it takes to satisfy me.
Everything about you is everything about me,
So why go astray and leave me here to bleed.
Why make my nights lonely,
Why pretend where homely,
Why act like a family when you’re out being naughty.
Why touch me and why love me
When you’re undivided attention is in those streets feeling bubbly.
I stay with these feeling in my heart that another woman has had a part of me,
Coming home six in the morn, just lets me no you’re lying to me.
The air I breathe and every step I take
Are hard for me everyday, when I can’t even think
Your phone rings and my heart beat faster
Wondering if that’s her and what she needs to ask you
Wondering if you’ll leave your family to go run after
A heart that only beats for your looks and not your character
Loving you more than I love me
Giving you two lives’s thinking you will cherish me.
Am I really your heart or just a safety net?
Somewhere you can rest your head and get quick sex.
How can you call this a home?
When home likes to roam
When night falls he’s gone
Wondering who he called
Who is she and what does she have
To make you put a smile on her face and make me sad
Can my heart beat for you?
Everyday like it has
Or am I in a fantasy world, thinking it can last.
Why lie to me when my heart beats for you
Why push me away to run to another dude.
Your touch is not the same
You look at me with shame
You pick fights to make me the blame
Your vibe is negative with me, plus your insecurities
Asking myself is this a woman’s worth
Or should I leave.
Crunk with your friends when you go out
But dull with me when you’re in this house.
Attention you thrive for
And material things you need
Instead of taking care of home
And satisfying my internal needs
Alone you leave me, every chance you can
Making me wonder are you really that man
Pain hits every time you walk out that door
When you turn the key and walk away
I can’t trust you know more
My heart beats and beats for you
But deep down in my soul I know where through
Asking the Lord to send me someone with a heart of gold
Who looks at me with love and knows my soul
Someone who likes to know my dreams
And see what ambition I have inside of me
Someone who looks at me with pride
And knows one day I will be his bride
Someone I can trust and not just lust
Someone who makes my heart flutter
When where together
Someone who makes love to me and makes me tear
Someone I can think about all day and wanting him near
Does my heart beat for you?
Yes it does
But how long can it beat when there’s no trust
And how long can it beat for you
When someone else is fighting for my love!!!!!!!!


By: Takeesha Concepcion