PART 1:
i slit my wrists
i cut my thighs
who gives a damn if i'm alive
in pain, i scream and i shout
no one is there to hear me out
my life hangs on a thread so thin
now with pain let my death begin
haunted and broken is my name
suicide is my game
i'm just another darkened soul
another half of a broken whole
i am alone
i'm on my own
waiting for the world to fall
with the sound of thunder
an ear busting roar
my pain sinks in deeper, deeper
forever more
blood so red
ready to let go
i'm almost dead
With one last breath
i say his name
this thing called love is not a game
his name is the last thing i said
wearily i rest my head
and with a final exhale
bam...i'm dead

PART 2:
i am shocked
they actually cared?
this is something i didn't fear
holy cow, they are so hurt
now i can see i've treated them like dirt
my funeral is exactly like i asked
they actually listened AND did that task??
i died so young
this is something i shouldn't have done
look at what i did
Triston cuts my name in his arm
i swear, i ment him no harm
and Jesse cries and inside he dies
look at what i've done
i see my teachers
standing, shocked
i see my choir
hands linked, knees locked
their voices strong
each note in harmony
i see my band, my family
sad and as depressed as can be
i see my friends
i look and i see what i've done
my suffering has yet to come

PART 3:
in a brightly lit room
i'm sobbing, and i'm on my knees
i have come before the King of Kings
i beg forgiveness for what i have done
from the Father and the Son
they open their arms
lovingly and wide
i run into them and then stand by the side
and praises to the King,
with all my heart and soul i sing
i am forgiven
for all i have done
forgiveness from the Holy One
and with all i am and all i know
i sing, i let it all go
my soprano voice fills the air
and joins in with the choir if i dare
and on the Father and Son's cheecks
i leave a kiss
i have found eternal happiness!!!