As time passes, the pain of loneliness settles thru out my heart & soul.
It fills me with tears, for all that which I've lost.
That future in which I’ll never be able to spend the rest of my life
w/ the one who possesses all of me, the one I truly love.

A future, in which she is ripe with our children,
my wife to her husband,
bound for eternity by the love in our hearts.
To feel the beauty of life radiate from within her.
A bright future, in which we are one &
build our lives to glorify god,
raise our children & rest in the peaceful knowledge
of each others undying commitment.

As each day relentlessly passes,
I still feel her presence in my life,
in my torn heart
& my tortured soul.
There's not a day that passes that I don’t know where she is,
what she's doing or what she feels.
Destiny & Fate often walk hand in hand with cruelty.....

I am forever the ill-fated whisper hidden in her heart,
that ne'er forgotten love
she fears & refuses to acknowledge.
I am that shadowe in the recesses of her mind,
she knows that I am there,
but refuses to accept as truth.

Night after insufferable lonely night I close my eyes
only to see her beautiful face.
I hear her angelic voice as she whispered her hearts desires,
hopes & dreams in my ear & straight into my soul.
While she held me tight in the still cold night,
she warmed my soul with her gentle yet demanding touch,
she comforted my weary heart,
little ol' me,
only the way my true love could.

I miss my best friend, my other half in life,
the only one I could trust with
my heart/
my soul/
my life...