Last night i dreamed a dream. The dream was of lost feelings. in my dream i saw all my friends that had another person to tell they loved or cared about them. someone to hold, someone to say i love you to. i remember  that feeling so distinctivly, but yet i still reframe from seeking out, looking for someone to fill the gap that is in my heart, the repracussion of loves tragic scar.

After i awoke, i remebered how it felt the first time i saw her, and all the times i was i able to see her. to look upon eyes filled with such joy and compassion, and to know i was the one who caused the joy and compassion reflecting from the heart to the eyes i was looking into. i remebered the moments i once had, before my heart was broken,

I yearn to feel needed once more, to have someone to hold, to care for, to just plain love upon, you know what i mean? I just wish i could find the one person, the one that i can Live, laugh,love, and have wonderful times with, to take long walks upon a distant tropical beach with, to hold during cold winter nights while sitting in front of a dancing fire, the things that i believe to matter in relationship, the times and feelings i once had.

im just a hopeless romantic, to impatient, ready to be entangled by loves intricate weave once more. do you know what i speak of? do you know what i mean?

Everyday, wishing, hoping, regretting, and above all feeling the crushing blow of jealousy and guilt when i see others together.

will i ever find you?......i believe so. one day i will, it might not be today,or tomorrow, i might be old and gray when at last we meet, but i say this,

"till that fateful day,this hopeless romantic shall wait."