i embrace all the memeories we have had together,

 while i wallow in the darkness of my room.

              As my heart yearns to see you once more,

        i realize the terrible truth..... i realize you wont come back......i realize you cant come back...

How can you come beck after all i did.... i never once told you.... not once... now you are gone....

my heart burns ...... my heart is turning to ashes for what i did..... for not telling you....

how can you come back..... i  miss you i want you..... i wish i could take it

back... but i cant.... how can i take you out of deaths grip.... i killed you for

what.... for a couple of drinks.... how can i tell you know... how can i tell you

how much i love you.... how my heart aches everytime i saw you... now that

aching is a deep intense burning in my heart filled with regret, guilt and love.....

My heart burns..... i wish to tell you... i wish to see you.... I love you