I guess you keep fighting for the thing you want because to you it might be a need..i always thought that real love is worth fighting for,hmm,got proved wrong..its really hard when you are in love by yourself and its even harder when you're bein lied to or cheated on..its harder when the person you care so much for doesnt care so much back for you or if they do,never show it the way they are suppose to..it makes you lose it,it makes you sad and depressed,it makes you think of all the bad memories instead of the good,it makes you sick,it makes you think about how many other people they have in their face everyday thats not you,it makes you think...damn,what if their interest is somewhere else?? See i kno my love,he was once my blessing and i always know when his interest is somewhere else;its sad because in my heart i always thought it would be me..me forever..well,that fairytale is damaged right along with my heart..you never know what another person is goin through but as of now i feel like it cant get any worse than my situation..i feel that he is testin the waters..even though those waters are only lakes,ponds,and streams..he wants to see what life is like with another instead of me..well,im rain,thought he could stand it but i guess he cant;this has let me kno that he's not interested in me so its time to let go fully and let him realize..true love never dies..so how true are you??