I am Ready

Although I feel @ a lost for words. I love to put my pen to paper.
I'd say like a year it's been that we've been dealin' or so it appears.
Y is it all so great in the early stages? Damn! yo you're gorgeous to me,I want you.
Are we dating? No,but there's a commitment,so many got damn phases.
I told myself I didn't want to be here again. Here again w/the emotional shit.
The sometimes jealousy. The "Am I the only one" bull,although there's no "commit".
Im fly and so are you. Y can't we be that together?
Do I burden you?
I see our chemistry. We're already together yet NOT together.
I only want what I'm already given : honesty,communication and you.
I'm twenty-five and I want kids soon.
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