when will the pain stop
emotional storm tears falling like raindrops
I feel like I'm going insane
not clinically of course I've been playing this course
for too long now it's time to move on use this force
building up inside me the pressure is too much
it used to be different now I'm thinking like what
did I do to deserve all these games that you play
not a shred of the truth in the things that you say
almost to the point where my blood starts to boil
what once was so perfect how quickly has spoiled
so I must say goodbye bid farewell to this hell
that has trapped me so long time to blaze a new trail
and see how it feels to be freed from this cell
arise from the ash like a phoenix stretch my wings
fly away see new things make reality of my dreams
and it seems as though I've been through all the darkness
and light is the only option to resolve this
regardless your actions spoke gor themselves
I can tell that's why our relationship failed
I spent so much time trying to make sure you were cool
didn't realize at the time I was playing the fool
I learned from my mistakes moved on now I'm straight
and now no more clouds its a bright sunny day
and in some funny way I'm compelled to say thanks
for the pain I endured
forgive you I have but forget it I can't