I wish I could say i was swimming, in these thoughts inside my head
But I'm not cause I'm still drowning, nightmares rage on while I'm in bed

I never will get past, all the things you said to me
Memories play out like movies, in my head for me to see

Tho we haven't spoken, and the fuel supply is gone
The fire in me still burns hot, and all my feelings still live on

I think about you everyday, not a one will pass me by
I hold you so close to my heart, and will until the day I die

Sometimes I can't help but wonder, if you'ld still talk to me today
If we bumped into each other, would you have anything to say

Tho some part of me fears, that your words would cut me deep
My hope of running into you, are hopes I wanna keep

I'm sure not hearing words of hate, is what causes such great hope
When at the mercy of my mind the thought of you's what helps me cope

I know i could never, restore your love for me again
But part of me still wishes, for the chance of being friends

Living on each day without you,is my punishment to bare
If only I could take it back, and show you just how much I care

No chance of that of that for me, I only wanted you to know
No matter how much times to pass, I will never let you go