I asked my friend whats wrong?
she was crying when she heard a song
do you love him I asked?
all i think is of the past



did you ever loved him i inquired
she said i don't know i am just tired
you don't know i asked again
how can you say this my friend



why did you merry this man?
i don't know that was the plan
i looked at her all confused
because she is being abused



I said do you know what love is?
she said i don't think so. do you?
i said i think I do I'm sure of it
how do you know if you do?



well I said after a spell
when I look in his eyes I can see the world
I can see the sun and the stars
I know i loved because it hurts so bad
now that he is gone I am so sad



she said that is not why you are sad,
i said really how do you know?
I am a therapist that is why?
if that is so then why do you cry


of a life that you never had
and why do you always feel so bad?

i know love, and i am glad
i even feel it from my Dad


the kind of love I cant explain
I even enjoy the horrible pain
at least i know before I die
that loving is not a lie


its the best thing that I ever had
even though i am sad

I know I will be happy again
and its not because of a man
i have learned to love me first
and the love of God my heart is about to burst