love is painful

i walked up to her on saturday, she was sitting by herself. i sat down next to her.

"hey, wats up?" she didn't even look at me.

i put my hand on her shoulder and she pushed it off.

"what's the matter?" still silence

i couldn't take it she was the girl i had loved for three years why was she acting like this?

"come on you can tell me." silence.

she finally started talking " i cant do this, i love you. but i dont think i deserve you."

" i love you more than anything, you know that." ilifted her face tears were streaming down her cheeks.

" i know." she was close to bawling " but it isn't meant to be." she stopped, i tried to stop a tear from rolling down my cheek

" what... what are you trying to say?" i barely managed to choke out.

"it's over, alright, i never want to see you again," she stopped and stood up,"EVER."

she ran off into the darkness leaving me alone. i was heart broken, i ran to the docks. and i screamed.