He comes to me in the darkness, for he fears the light; this man only i can sense for he is only in my mind.  Yet he holds me closer then any who have actually held me.  For he knows my most inner thoughts, my thoughts of him.  Thoughts that I have hidden from a world that laughs so easily at pain.
             He is with me even before I ask for he controls my destiny. Through my dreams he is my lover and my friend and when I awaken, I know that he will be gone.  Therefore, I long to keep my mind asleep so that he will tarry for he is what my heart desires and who am I to deny my heart.
              Only him, no one will ever fulfill my need as he has.  My soul cries out for him when morning comes and  when night falls, I anticipate the dance that our bodies will do together.  As I give in and yield to his touch, my soul yearns for him even more.
               And even though I can not have him with me physically, he is always right there; just in the back of my mind waiting.  He is never so far away that I can not feel him, need him, want him.  Therefore I know I will never be free.  And while he may shun the light, he is my light therefore I would happily dwell with him forever.  In his darkness always, for he is my everything.          
               You may ask "But who is this destiny you so desire?" and I would have to answere I do not know for even though I know in my heart that I should know him, I have yet so see my lover's face.  My true destiny.