Walking through the recesses of my mind...closing my eyes listening to your voice played over and over again...hearing the warmth, the feeling, the compassion you share...wishing I was lying next to you there....Looking into your face...falling into the pools of light shining back at me...I see serenity never a sign of envy....your loving arms wrapped around my body...strong and holding on to me never letting go...I look into your eyes and I can see straight to your soul...the feelings you have inside...the look and the longing to have and to hold...Your heart pounding in my ears...your breath labored...thoughts running through your head...I hear your laughter echoing in my heart...I see a man before me...lips so inviting and longing to kiss...feel his breath mingle with mine...feel him deep inside...a man who can turn things around without much effort...all he has to say is a few words and I am gone...a pull from him in any direction and I am lost...lost into his being and I don't want to leave...all I feel is blissful peace...where is this going I have no Idea...the journey he has started...there is no end...a journey that has no plans from day to day...excitement coming both ways...I feel his strength his body so warm...his hands clasping mine pulling me more and more...closing my eyes...the picture is so clear...feel him so very close...his tongue leaving traces of him there...warmth is glowing in all places of my being...smile upon my lips...Oh baby the swaying of your hips in this slow dance that we are in...grinding to the beat...no rhythm or rhyme...the dance seductive and sweet...clinging onto each other as if there is no tomorrow...where is this going...where will it lead...who knows what it will bring...but somewhere along the line...we sway to the music that we sing...lost in each other mind and soul...lost we are...you letting me be bold teaching me how to live free...live and be me...you give me incentive to want to do more...be more and learn how to express my hidden desires...fantasies...love and the fire...all I have to do is think of you and I feel warmth deep in the pit of my stomach...like butterflies leaving me with this anxiety that grows with just the mention of your name or thoughts of you there in front of me...so easily able to touch...oh how I want you so much...What you do to me has never happened before...the thoughts that you bring to my mind...leaving me weak and giddy all bottled up inside...I can't believe at times you somehow get me to let loose...shy as I have always been...modest in all practicality feeling I was committing a sin...for the thoughts that have been...I keep in my mind and heart...how much I need him...how much more I want to grow...at times feeling what am I doing...oh please lets do it again...Where is this going...I don't care...all I want is to share with you that comes...good and bad...not fearing my feelings but letting you in...trusting you with all there is...God...he knows where he is...right here in my heart...giving me that chance...the will to re-start...I feel you deep down to the bottom of my toes...giddy, wobbly...spirit soaring through the roof...see what you have done...do you need anymore proof...you bring all this out in me...shore to shore...sea to sea...tides rolling in and out...you make my heart sing...you make it shout...I can't stop writing...Oh My God
you bring me such excitement...Fill my empty soul with all of you...fill me with your love...fill me with both of us...can you feel me...can you feel the life....

Silver Feathers Hawk
5/26/08