The pain is a constant reminder of a bad situation lingering. To contain the hinerances and regressions that attack, i try forgetting.
Only temporarily can i change expectations dressed in black, maybe letting the toxicity of the moments motivate where my attention lacks, dangerously betting,
Hoping and wondering about my hearts affection
Turned infection, wondering, can I forget wondering re-route my attention, change some of my thinking
Continue hunting for knowledge, better health, a better life. I try hard to trade the pain for motivation. Everyday getting harder. Its become more a game of creation to battle the negative cluster. The infection eats at the whole formation. But everyday i'm finding new ways to fight the inflation.
"Infection"