I’m tired of feeling like shit

Of sleepless nights

Days full of Heart ache

Yes I miss her

Yes I can’t stop thinking about her

A memory crosses my mind about her

We’re laying in bed

Just got done making passionate Love

And we mold into one

She’s deep in my arms

At this moment my world is within my reach

Within my arms

And I have the most peaceful sleep of my life

That’s what she use to be

Something deeply peaceful to my Heart

Something that made me happy

And when she stopped caring for my Heart

My days felt ruined

One after the other

Each day without her

Got worse and worse

Who is this woman really

Why did she do this to my Heart

Can a woman really be so selfish

The reality of my pain

Is a lot more painful than she can see or pick up on

She got me good

And I find myself paying dearly

For letting her in

Then it hits me

This moment in life

This time with her

Is truly over

I want to freeze time

Go back and relive the days we shared

A million times over

But I can’t

The wall she raised

The lies she tells

Keep me out

Make it impossible

To fix the gap she created between us

She says that classic line

“let’s be friends”

There isn’t a more, selfish comment you can utter

To a Heart you brake and refuse to fix things with

There isn’t a thing I can do now

It just makes this hurt all the more

All I can do is watch her fade out of my life

Leaving me to feel

Like the last man on earth

She wasn’t just someone I liked or shared time with

She’s someone my Heart felt

I wanted to protect her

To tell her not to worry

That everything will be alright

Because I’m here

And we Love each other

But instead I find myself retreating back

To the place I’ve lived in

A place of exile from love and happiness

The sunset

A timeless place

Where I visit memories and lost Love

A place where I can see faces lost

Relive moments missed

But I cannot touch

Or change what has happened

My prison so to speak

I’m hidden here even condemned

Yet the entire world can gaze upon my cell

Without ever realizing

This is where I am

-Fin-