Self Blame...

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Self Blame...

Tears fill my eyes.
Why is it that no one ever hears my cries?!?!
 I know Im just a demon in an angel disguise.
Thats why everyone around me hate and despise.
I know im a terrible person, I won't deny it..
Don't not believe me because this is legit.
I swear Ive done some terrible shit.
A rapist. <<<its this thought I cant resist.
Especially now that Ive met Kyle.
The same guy who raped me could've done this to anither child...
I could've caused it to end.
But I didn't and now he's probably doing it again...
Only this time, its my fault; my sins.
 It wasn't my fault?!?!
Ha. That's a lie and Im not gonna pretend.
It WAS my fault...though this outcome I didn't intend...

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In science one tries to tell people, in such a way as to be understood by everyone, something that no one ever knew before. But in poetry, it's the exact opposite.

Franz Kafka (1883-1924) Czech writer.

Abbi14’s Poems (30)

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