Something you don't deserve to know

A heart that can't be tamed,
beating so fast I can hear it.
I reach out to feel it pulsating
at my trembling fingertips.

A love for you that can't be named,
my hearts racing too, but you can't hear it.
It's dying slowly, it knows what this is;
the nighttime passing of two lonely ships.

Now, my head is being tortured
by sensuous memories, your skin and mine.
I crave your strong touch more than ever,
I crave your filthy afterward moan.

Now, my heart is letting go.
It knows that finally it is time.
It's not meant to be now, Its meant to be never.
You're not worth my love, and you're not worth the pain.
I know.
I know now, I am better off on my own.