With a new sun rising and tensions rising

I sit here now to confess to you

My feelings I would like for you to view

I give my whole heart no strings attached

And you have had it from the start

I knew it then

And fled in fear, of letting you grow near or dear

I hexed you off and swore you away

But yet I really wanted you to stay

Close to me, by my side

Letting my fronts wash away with the falling tide

You reached in and pulled me out

From a shell of a human filled with doubt

I had no reason not to ask you out.

I had made up my mind you were the one

You came before everyone

 You were My all, my everything,

my baby my wife, and life

yes I made a mistake

but who hasn’t before,

but with danger in sight you booked for the door

and you left my lying on the floor

with no options, no one else to turn too

my friends stolen and others long past

or maybe just heading down the wrong path

ill admit that I had lost my way

but now I am back and ready to stay

wanting so badly what you had left back behind that closed door

trying to climb your wall to pull you back in

and hoping that with some vodka or gin

I might get a glimpse of that amazing girl that I once knew

But sometimes finding nothing more then that girl being even more lost in her own views

Finding only hurt and deception and turning my head

To try to look the other way

Forget what has happened and continue to look for that one ray

That guiding light leading strait to you

Sadly though you say its too late

My time come and past

My opportunity gone

For you are to scared

And say it wont last

You have made plans

To move on

To settle down with someone you hardly know

When you cant give the person to know you best

A chance before the rest

A shot that wont be blown

One good run that’s all im asking

But if you don’t see it the same

I guess sometimes you just have to deal with the rain

Left alone to bare the pain

I will move on I have before

But its not the same

But I guess to you I am just a bore

A person to fill in the gaps in your life

The one to be what you need me to be

Claiming im yours but your not mine

I will not take it anymore

In order for me to move on

The door must be closed lines drawn and feeling locked away

But this time I warn you they are there to stay

Although they want out

I will wrangle them in

Anchor them down in the back of my mind

Somewhere deep where you cannot find

We will drift apart its only fair

That I am not left here to dangle in the air

You say nothing has or will change

I am afraid that is the only option left

Having fallen to far it is too late to step back

All that’s left is the drop and the landing

Whether it be together or apart

I wish you the best

Because you still take precedence over the rest

My love for you will never end

I just have too much to fend

I am always here willing to lend

Anything you need

Don’t consider it a favor or friendly deed

But what I feel I owe you for what you have taught me

How to love wholly

Open up, be wild and crazy

Not to be afraid of who I am

Not needing to stick my head in the sand

I walk alone now our footsteps still engrained

Just seperater paths that I wish could meet again

But this is all up to you

All left up to what you decide to do

But I hope that your actions are true

Not only to others

But to yourself too

I LOVE YOU

Come back to me soon