Wondering
I sit here and i wonder, ponder, and fretabout the millions of things i cannot forget
none of which i regret
I gave you my all and my everything
Just to find that little something
The spark or that flare,
the one that i know is there
To help you see what I find in you
To show you what i can find in me
A best friend, companion, your lover
The person who always ends up being there for you when you fall
Im that person you always find yourself going back to
In search of shelter and love
I have always let you back in
Even after all the other guys who screwed you over
oh...I don't even know where to begin
I have always known it was you
You were always the one I trusted with my heart and soul
Ill admit it now, I have been lost and confused before
But I always know when to knock at your door
Because at the end of the day your the one I want to be with
The one I want to lie next to and hold tight
everyday and every night
I cant help but to wonder
when this fantasy changed for you
last i knew we were going to live under the same roof
Seeing you and not having you is something that i cannot handle
Because I told you that "you were mine" and i meant it always and forever
I don't know when this changed for you
But since then the pain has much grew
Perhaps its that guy, the one whos picture is on the wall
The one who your kissing and smiling and all
Yeah I guess you can consider me happy
But I don't know
There is a difference between being with others and being with who you want
But I guess I just ain't got what you want
I dont understand how that is or why
Because there isnt anything I am not willing to try
To keep you coming back to me
time after time
To get your attention and and be mine
But if thats not enough then dont bother to spare
I wouldnt want you to have less in common with your friends
or to get split ends
To not have the cutest outfit or the perfect hair
the funny thing is im the guy that doesnt care
the one who loves whats under that dry surface you put on for most
But I guess Im just not that full package that your looking for
and who am i to think
that I could get you to commit to me
as you would in ink
I guess you have no other desires then to be happy and free
But in the end im sure you would realize that its worth it so that there is a you and me
So this is what we are both left to ponder on
Left alone in my thoughts
I wait and wonder if you will ever....
find a way to love me as I love you
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