I tell you that you won't stay.

Please don't listen to what I say.

I say I'm angry, I'm confused.

I say I don't want to be used.

I rant and rave that you're a jerk.

I let you know that it won't work.

I assure myself that you don't care.

I just know you won't be there.

I try to hurt you so I won't be hurt.

I teach lessons I haven't learned.

You're wrong so I can be right.

It's your fault when I start the fight.

It is unfair and it is wrong,

And I've done it all along.

I blame you every single time,

Even when the fault is mine.

I swing, stab you in the back.

Why do you never hit me back?

I know but I can't see.

You deserve a better girl than me.

Why is it you're still around?

I hurt you then, I'll hurt you now.

You say I'm the only one,

When anyone else would have been done.

How much is it going to take?

For you to give in, give up, or break?

Realize that I'm not worth your pain,

Not even worth the time of day.

The worst is the reason why.

I scream so I won't cry.

I push you farther every day.

So I won't get pushed away.

Do you hurt and do you bleed?

Like I did when he hurt me...

Why do I compare you to all of them?

When you prove me wrong time and again.

Can you ever know how much...

I love your voice, adore your touch?

I want to surrender, give you my heart...

Tell me, is it already too late to start?