Is it better to know someone is lying to your face and stay, or is it better to find out after they are gone?

Is it better to sneak and dig for the truth, or is it better to just trust and get crushed in the end?

Is it possible to trust a man?
Is it possible to find a man of trust?

This fear of being hurt over takes my soul,

My heart beats with agony at the thought of being cheated on,

My head says screw him if he wants someone else….FINE!

Yet my heart can’t stand the pain of rejection in the end,

I just want someone to really love me, can that ever be reality?

Am I too nice to men? Should I be a bitch to everyone and look out for number one?

I’m too old for anymore of this pain, I want to be in love and stay in love till I die,

What’s wrong with that?

CJ Rowan