Found something I thought was pure and caring

There was a time

When I would have fought through hell and back

When I would have done anything

For her

Life happens and I bitterly find out

She’s not at all anything

She’s a lie, a waste of time, worthless

Time moves on whether I’m ready to or not

We are different people now

We are not who we were when we last knew each other

Trying to get back what we had is nothing more than a mistake

No point in recreating the good times

They were based on lies

Have to accept our old relationship is dead

It’s not coming back

And not worth getting back

When I first lost her I idealized our past

Short lived sorrow

As anger followed her lack of compassion and continuous excuses in lies

I yearn not for yesterday

There is no rainy cloud in my Heart left for her

There was a time when holding onto the hurt that was her

Was all I had left of her

I let it fester and linger around my heart till the pain became resentment

When I finally accepted her true colors, who she really is

 I was positively miserable on the inside

I stand by my decision

I had to dump my not so true love

It was hard and it hurt

I miss very little of her

It’s the idea of who I thought she was

That I missed

Had to end the anger

To move forward, to truly let go

To truly stop caring

Had to do something completely hard

Had to forgive her  for her wrongs

Had to let go of everything that was her on the inside

The pain, the anger, the memories…everything

There was not one thing worth holding onto or missing

Just had to completely …

Let go

-Fin-