Dear Lord,
       I come to you today because I need your help. My mommy is sick, my oldest brothers starving, the other one is selling drugs, and I'm 14 and already suffering from depression. My life is falling apart and I don't know what to do. I'm trying to take life step at a time and do what you put us on this earth to do. I spread your word, I always give out a helping hand. I put everyone before myself and yet I still feel like I'm being punished. I always asked that you bring me a little sister and you gave me her and took her away the sameday. I don't understand what I'm doing wrong. I dont understand what I did to deserve this. My friend came to me and told me she didn't believe in you because so much you took away from her and so many times you let her get hurt. I told her that you put us on this world for a reason. The devils always going to be there to set opsticals for you. But if you pray hard enough and do whats right the lord will help you through them. I never doubted you once in my life. I always put you first. So, why do you put me through so much pain and missery. All i ask wonder is if my life going to get better or is it not need. I love you and pray you help me through life.

                         Love Your Child,
                                 Daisja