no a poem a question.
On march 11, 2009 i thought i had feeling for you.I always kept you at thought and i just knew i was in love. my mother wasnt able to be with me because she was in the hospital my father was in jail and my brothers were in cleveland. at 9 o'clock p.m. u called and sad u wanted to watch tv and chill i was stupid and i knew you didnt want to watch tv. so i told u to come and u did. u arrived at 9 36. i was so scared. u told me to relax and you touched me and repeatedly said relax. so i let you have your way. i said stop but u didnt. your hurt me and u didnt care. u kept going till u were done. u left and maybe 3 days later i found out u werent 16. you were 19. and your mom told me a week later you were 23. i cried for days because i had sex with you. i wanted to but then i didnt. you just took it. i thought i was pregnant, i thought i had a disease. i just thought the worst. o i got my fake brother to take me to the doctor and i didnt have anything and i wasnt pregnant. but till this day. u scarred me and i dont want to have to deal with this pain and regret my life anymore. so i pray and ask god today that he help me forget. or point me to what i should do. tell someone or keep it a secret.no a poem a question.
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- daddybabydaisy
- its been so long sense i have been on here. the last time i was on here i think i was like 14. omg. i cant believe i tried to forget about poetry. so happy i came to my senses because it's the best way to express your self.
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PurpleSkykt commented on no a poem a question.
08-07-2009
- Im sorry that you experience this....I really am. I am also thankful that u didn't get any type of disease. Its hard to trust people....instead taking word of mouth I also try to listen to my heartbeat. That's what I call my intuition...that part of us that alert us.
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