Again

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    • Biz
    • "I have a garden of my own, Shining with flowers of every hue; I loved it dearly while alone, But I shall love it more with you..." Thomas Moore

    Again

     ~ Day after day, I look for change.
    I am fooling myself again.
    Damn fool- no motivation.
    Horrible choices, again and again and again.
    What is wrong with my mind? When will this madness end?
    I look to the past, there is no future there.
    I search for anwers; I can't find them anywhere.
    Follow your heart, that's what is said. Use your heart, not your head.
    Where do I start with this broken heart?
    What is left? Why pain? Always pain.
    I thought I was safe. No, not this man.
    Right in front of my eyes, there was no disguise.
    And I see beyond all of this, but I will not pay the price.
    Tumbling dice- roll
    Forever is not at home, my forever is not here.
    How many good-byes? Where is my forever hello?
    Fell from his heart.
    I need to stop! Reach the top!
    Find a way- answers.
    Solutions.
    Energy and visions.
    Crazy? Maybe. Seeing the truth- amazing!
    Harden my heart; list of things I've never done
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    lonewolf commented on Again

    03-30-2010

    i love the way you've expressed yourself here. everything is very well blended together here. the loss, the wanting, the disbelief. this is a very well written poem.
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    Biz

    04/01/2010

    Thank you very much. You know I'm my own worst enemy and critic, so I don't see or hear what others might

    To have great poets there must be great audiences too.

    Walt Whitman, American Poet (1819-1892)

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