It hurt when u said that u Neva would hurt me

Brought sadness to my heart when u did tha same things time and Time again

Neva tried to hold u down even when u went and did ya own thang

My heart lost love gained pain and tried to keep pumpin like it was workin tha same

U Promised me love and happiness but all I got was a knife in tha back

So much agony cause I thought that I could trust u because dammit Ian people can change

I told u I didn't Kno trust but if u showed me I could and u gave me a reason to believe u

But honestly what u gave me was lies on top of cheat on top of lust because all u did was hurt & decieve me

Misery because it's so hard cuz I want to stay but have more reason to leave but still I'm stuck in tha middle

Hate is what I feel but i Kno that's jus a sign of my pain

Control because I wanna do this and that but I Kno it won't help this situation

But I loved once and I loved so hard and it spit in my face

Feelin so bad like tha lord had forsaken me I promised him I would do tha rite thing if he jus give me a chance

Love it's sumthin that I may Neva fully understand but I'll brush myself off and try to start over again.....