the testimony

Part 1: Realization

I neva realized, that tha green in my eyes, would be tha cause of my demise

So i sat bak constantly wonderin is it my time to rise

A troublesum start, but im livin my life, constantly encountered by sin

Tha roads are dark, but i c tha lite, so thats where ill begin

I been walkin to glory, through stress and strain, and now darkness is gone

But when i finally made it there, i was standin all alone.



Part 2: Wonderin...

Sittin alone thinkin of luv,

Wonderin if this is what people dream of.

Something so great that causes so much pain,

Now im sittin hea alone listenin to tha rain.

Wonderin if this is what other people dream of ,

This crazy thing me and you call luv.

If its so great why am i sittin hea,

A frown on my face and my eyes full of tears.

Wonderin now if this is wat i call luv,

And if your at home dreamin of.

Cant express my emotions, cant even think straight.

This thing we call luv sometimes jus aint great.

So im sittin hea now wonderin y,and is jelalousy tha cause of my demise ...

Is luv what you think of when you look into my eyes?

There's not so much hate but anger and pain

So until we can put a stop to this ill be wonderin, listenin to tha rain