I am not trying to confuse u.

I am just not trying to loose u.

Can’t u see I choose u?

I would never ever misuse u.

My goal is to please u.

I only wanted to see u.

U are the one my heart desires.

U are the one who started this fire.

Now u want to stop and it hurts.

Why must I be dragged through the dirt?

I wanted u, not just your skirt.

I thought love was a perk.

But loneliness is all that larks.

And now I am hanging on by the edge of my shirt.

I wanted to do more than just flirt.

Why must I miss u?

I just wanted to kiss u.

I had no ill will. I was just telling u how I feel.

I must be a fool, because I don’t even know if u are real.

How can things be so wrong?

When the same tings feel so strong.

Please don’t give up on me.

With u is where I want to be.

 I just wanted to be saved,

Or maybe enslaved,

Or maybe the other way around,

I just like ever thing u say, and the way that it sounds.

Apparently I need something that can not be found.

Why must love be lost? Why must my heart pay the cost?

Tell me, what was my mistake?

Being too real and not enough fake.

Did I go crazy on you and turn into a flake.

Or are u not talking to me for reasons I did not make.

I only wanted to make u smile.

 I am not some sick pedophile.

I was just looking for love, to make my life worth while.

I don’t want to confuse u.

I only want to use u,

For niceness, for friendship,

I just wanted to feel the softness of your thin lips.

Or maybe just touch your heart.

Anything to make u happy would have been a start.

I still want to kiss your shoulders.

And u, yes I still want to hold her.

The last thing I want to hear is that it’s over.

If u were listening, I’ve already told her.

I have already told u.

I thought u were on my side, I thought I sold u.

I so just wanted to see u smile.

I just want to be the friend on your profile.

I know u don’t want to hurt anyone.

Just like u, I just want to have fun.

I am tired of this coldness, when can I feel the sun.

Or am I just out of luck, for me there is none.

I am asking u, can u see the clues?

Look at my heart, can u see the bruise?

I am hurting so much, I wana turn to booze.

But I am stronger than that.

When I told u I needed u, it was not an act.

It was a fact, and now u is what my life lacks.

I never meant to confuse u,

I was only trying to amuse u.

Maybe a trip, maybe a cruise,

Maybe just a restaurant that has some good food,

Maybe all I wanted was to be your dude.

I never meant to be rude.

And the last thing I wanted was to give u the BLUES.

And then after that be yesterdays news.

Our friendship was never meant to be abused.

U I did not want to be confused.

I just did not know how evil was brewed.

And now it seems too late. I live in a world I hate.

Surrounded by fate, Paying for mistakes I did not make.

But again, I am not trying to confuse u.

I just know I never wanted to loose u.