I opened my eyes and felt really strange
My thoughts so messed up and all re arranged

The shadows on the walls and light creeping in
I couldn't go back to sleep because there you are again

Random thoughts of who I am at heart colliding with my soul
These were the things that troubled me if the truth really be told

I looked in the mirror and no longer could I see
The person I was becoming.. Who am I is it really me?

Do you ever wake up and feel you don't know who you are
Not knowing how to move forward, because the past has left its scar

Afraid… but yet wanting , I have so many dreams
Broken I have become and lost it does seem

Not wanting to feel afraid, I got up and turned on the lights
What is it that will help me to get through these dark nights

My thoughts shift, No longer in the darkness, or thinking about a shattered past
Getting lost in my writing, and dreaming.. wondering if love can really last.

Wonders, thoughts, and dreams are what surround me now
not sure I can move forward.. Not sure if I know how

I turned off the lights and crawl back in the bed
There you are again I cant get you out of my head

A vicious cycle I have created, how will I ever break free
When I know in my heart you and I cannot be

I block it out of my mind as I often have to do
I wonder if this is what helps you, do you do this two?

Its time to quit writing, now its time to go to sleep
To bad tomorrow night the vicious cycle will repeat