Don't Know anymore

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Don't Know anymore

Where to start, where to end? That is a good question, with no answer. One minute it's all good, then it can turn bad. I trust in the Lord and that has helped make me not so sad. I love this man, its making me go mad!!!! I'm being oh, so patient. Knowing that it should be better than this. Tired of the stressin, but at the same time, its just another lesson. Wait, Pray and Trust is what the Bible teaches us. But at what point is it ok to give up? I guess never. So, here I am, not gonna give up, but I want to. Been through so much, heartache, pain, love and some other things. Not knowing which way to go, up or down, hell I never knew. Just n rolled with the flow and kept on keepin on. Lonely out of my mind and he's right here in the other room. Upset about something that isn't worth not talking to me for. But it is what it is. I love him and I really don't know anymore, if its true or just an illusion. God, please send me some answers, I keep praying but I'm getting nothing. I will continue to pray, that there will be better days.

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Worthless commented on Don't Know anymore

01-21-2011

I fel you there.. Know exactly how it feels..

To have great poets there must be great audiences too.

Walt Whitman, American Poet (1819-1892)

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