Pain and Tear tracks!!! Old remnants of a past love...

December 6, 2005

The pain, I try to hide. But the tear tracks can’t be denied. My heart is in a deep ache, that I don’t know how much more I can take. Love had a hold on me, but now I must let go. Fear in my soul, death in my heart, for it is at the end of the rope. Dangling like a fine thread, these rusty waters no longer can I tread. So many tears shed; a part of me feels dead. Lies and fucked up alibis. Why? Did I not truly know? Why was I being such a fool? All these questions, and no answer on what to do? My mind racing in circles, my heart in a knot, all I know is this shit has to stop. I’m tired of the lies, I’m tired of the tears, I’m tired most of all for putting up with this shit for all these years. I loved you with all my heart, but after all the pain, it’s time to part. Goes our separate ways, call it quits, why? Because you wanted all those other chicks. Had a good thing, but now I’m gone. So when you look back, you will see your wrongs and then you will have regret. But oh, well, I’m not going to fret. Its over, the heartache is too great to fake, the apologizes are way to fucking late. I’m done, life goes on and everyone grows, that’s why it’s time for me to hit the road.