On the journey to find out what the world is about I find myself alone.  Not fitting in with the rest of society i'm forced to be a solo flyer.  The convoy of the people I am with I can only hope to one day relate.  I think about all the old news,I feel like a newspaper collector. I’m afraid of one of them actually being of value.  New news just isn’t entertaining.  I've never been a party guy or a hangout guy.  As far as I can remember I've been a loner only hoping to find my way in a lost crowd.  I look at my phone only to see a dark screen that never lights up. I feel like i'm looking into a black hole that just goes on forever.  What can take me out of the darkness of life, will someone please just answer back to me. When you put your hand out I expect someone will grasp on.  This is not the case, the more I reach out the more I get pushed back.  Family hurts the most because they hit the heart directly. The road seems to open directly to my eyesight.  We think we are on a straight path until an unexpected turn, bump, or construction sign disrupts our path.