So close to the edge I feel on the verge of falling. The free flight feel of falling puts me at peace with everything that pushed me to this point in my life. The only feelings I have of are hate and dysfunction. What determines emotion, pain and aggravation. People are the tops of the animal kingdom, always spinning and never truly getting anywhere. The feeling that something is new is only temporary because we realize that this is the same place we visited in the past. A new paint job only has an en lighting feel until it begins to fade away. The closest we get to being refreshed is the thought of dieing. This is the one place those who walk this lonely planet get to see a new side of things. The unknown is always the place we dread to step into. Take a chance just take a leap with me. The unseen will be found by those who seek it. If you take one more step you will free fall into uncharted territory. This new territory is death. The only place that can rid us of this dysfunction is death. So close to the edge that all it's going to take is another word of dissatisfaction with my life to make me fall. We all are falling though some just get to the bottom faster then others. I'm ready to take the shortcut and just get to the new place of uncharted territory, maybe there I will be accepted.