The pain you caused is neverending.

The hurt burning in my heart won’t go away.

I wish you could feel my pain

This horrible hurt that I live with on a daily basis.

It makes me cry to think of you;

The good times and bad

Relationships have them all.

I hurt you badly,

This I don’t deny;

It’s too late for an apology to fix things.

If I could change the past I would,

Take away the pain I caused you.

If you could only forgive me for what I’ve done

I’d forever be in debt to you.

You will always have my heart and soul.

My soulmate.

The love I have for you will never end;

It’s with me until the end of time

Just like my heart is with you.

I think of you day and night;

My dreams are full of memories of you,

Holding me close when I was scared,

The gentle kisses on my neck that made me shiver.

God to have that again,

That’s my heaven.

Being in your arms at night,

The comfort you brought me made me feel safe from harm.

No matter how bad we fought,

You knew how to make it right.

You took the fight I had inside me to keep going day to day.

If you were  back in my life I’d have the happiness back.

I fake a smile everyday,

Pretending to be happy isn’t easy.

I wish you were there to make me smile.

When I’m down and out,

You know what to say or even do.

Those little things that make a person happy,

It’s hard to believe.

Someday I may have a chance,

Fixing the mistakes I made before I’ve done.

You were my inspiration to change,

My attitude, my ways of thinking.

You changed me.

I thank you for the lessons you taught me;

To be strong when I’m weak,

To be myself no matter what people think,

To live my life care free.

I hope you never forget about me;

I hope you will think of me,

Whether you love me or not,

I will always love you and think of you.

You always have a part of my heart!