She hurts me but I let her
this situation can't get better
writin letters I won't send her
wonder why I can't forget her,
she was the center of my life,
the reason I existed,
now she don't want me around,
you say I'm bein masochistic,
and I roam around listless,
and my feelins is all twisted,
my heads filled wit visions,
of how it coulda been different,
now listen...i did everything wrong,
but do I really deserve,
for her to be gone?
Wit everything in my life,
all this shit goin on,
even she would admit and say that I ain't that strong,
it's been so long since I touched her face,
held her in an embrace,
i miss the way that she tastes,
but she resents me for a past,
that i can't erase,
and shows me nothing but hate,
and can't be nothin but fake,
i guess her life is so great,
and i guess this is fate,
but I let my feelins for her manifest,
and I put myself through the same freakin test,
a test where i can't lay my feelins to rest,
so I guess its just best if I left it alone,
rebuild all my walls turn my heart back to stone,
cuz I'm sick of your games and I'm sick of this pain,
just cuz you stay the same don't mean I can't change,
and if you can't see it,
well ain't that just a shame,
cuz while you losin out,
I got so much to gain,
and it's plain to see,
how malicious you can be,
from the way you treated me,
hurt me so viciously,
and you ain't always right,
and i don't need you in my life,
wit out you i could be...aiight.