God Knows

I often woonder how I got to be so blest and why God chose me.
I know it was nothing that I have to done to deserve it,
for all of my rightousness is as flithly rags.
Even though my life has  been hard,
my uncle being on dialysis when I was 6,
my grandma not being able to livve with us,
when mama got sick when I was 11.
My other uincle being placed on dialysis.
Mama getting even sicker when I was 12.
My grandma dying when I was 13.
My uncle getting liver cancer when I was 16
and dying four months later.
My Grandfather dying when I was 16.
My other uncle drowning when I was 17.
and even though I went through all of this I know...
I know that no matter what happens,
God will always be there to watch over me
by both day and by night.
I still sit here and wonder how and why though because
for now I am still blest and even though I dont know how or why,
I know one thing for sure... and that is that God knows.
God knows all of my heartaches and fears, 
God know when I rely on Him and Him alone.
God knows wjem I say that I am a Christian and my actions show it. God also knows that sometimes we all need
to be reminded that He loves us so much that
He would give His only begotton Son to die on the cross of Calvary
so that He might save us from hell.
To remind us that He loves us, 
He sends His angels down from Heaven to help us
and be an encouragement to us
and to give a helping hand when needed
or a shoulder to cry on when we are down.
Sometimes God sends a specially made angel just for you because He wants you to know that He cares.and
He does all this because......
God knows!